I have plenty of these days, but usually they’re not serious and are stupid as fuck. But, after my mom died I felt like I wanted to die too - that there wasn’t any hope in the world because I lost the person who meant the most to me and in those desperate moments after I accepted the fact she was gone, I just wanted to be with her again. But I realized that she wouldn’t want that. That she’d want me to live a long beautiful life and to this day, I remind myself of that to get myself through times that are tough.

I myself am agnostic. I used to believe in God when I was younger, without a doubt, but then my grandmother and mother died and I questioned His existence. In the end (which is now), I just hope that there is some sort of higher power out there because I’m really scared of death, but it doesn’t necessarily have to be God. I also like to be open to everyone’s religion because they have the right to believe what they want to believe in (unless there’s like puppy sacrifices or something equally bad LOL). 

Alcohol: I drink occasionally, socially. It’s fun, but I don’t wanna kill my precious liver by going overboard, LOL. 
Drugs is sort of a mixed bag for me. I smoke weed (which I think is the most harmless shit in the world and is no way a gateway drug because I’ve been smoking for two years and the only other thing I’ve tried is e). I’m alright with experimentation with different drugs but never anything hardcore like meth or cocaine or heroin. 

A prominent author and/or successful editor in chief of an amazing magazine. I suppose those have always been my life goals, haha. And hopefully married with my first little bundle of joy.

We’ve known each other exactly three months to this day, but it feels like so much longer. I think this is the most whirlwind, passionate romance I’ve ever experienced. And I know it’s the happiest because there’s never a moment where I’m not smiling. (: He completes me- my male counterpart who can keep up with my crazy (but interesting) idiosyncrasies and I do the same for him. He came into my life unexpectedly, but I’m thankful for it every day because he redefined some things I thought about love and relationships and restored my faith in falling in love and wanting to always be there for someone.

• Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
• Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
• Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
• Day 04 - Your views on religion.
• Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
• Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
• Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
• Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
• Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
• Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
• Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
• Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
• Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
• Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
• Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
• Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
• Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
• Day 18 - Your beliefs.
• Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
• Day 20 - How important you think education is.
• Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
• Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
• Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
• Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
• Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
• Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
• Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
• Day 28 - Something that you miss.
• Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
• Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month

I always give up on these!